The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls


Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
Its goodbye
But we got one more night
Lets get drunk and drive around
And make peace with this empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
Its so good to be by your side
And well cry
But we wont give up the fight
Well scream loud at the top of our lungs
Theyll think its just cause were young
Well feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that well never find
They dont mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
what will you do if u were me
so much to say and update.
i duno if should.
well, lets wait and see what's gonna happen.
i was feeling quite random and before u know it, i was wondering about stuffs again.
with me being in magnum now, life feels quite extreme.
its always training or performance or outing or workshop or gymnastics or smth,
there is always always something on or smth going on when u are in magnum.
whether it concerns u directly or not, u will be, in the end somehow.
its kinda hard to break away from it cos of the bond with the team.
i guess its kinda like sweetness in bitterness ?
i duno what are the exact words, but u get what i mean.
if, just if, i did not join, will i consider life to be good ?
more time for others. more time for reading. just more time in general.
lol, i doubt so.

and yes, im so glad, that i can go there again finally. after imagination after imagination.
haha !

im sorry but this was a really random post as you can tell.
this is cool. no one can decipher what im writing i hope.
(:

Marys Song (Oh My My) - Taylor Swift

She said, I was seven and you were nine
I looked at you like the stars that shined
In the sky, the pretty lights
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
Growing up and falling in love and our mamas smiled
And rolled their eyes and said oh my my my

Take me back to the house in the backyard tree
Said you'd beat me up, you were bigger than me
You never did, you never did
Take me back when our world was one block wide
I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried
Just two kids, you and I...
Oh my my my my

Well, I was sixteen when suddenly
I wasn't that little girl you used to see
But your eyes still shined like pretty lights
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
They never believed we'd really fall in love
And our mamas smiled and rolled their eyes
And said oh my my my...

Take me back to the creek beds we turned up
Two A.M. riding in your truck and all I need is you next to me
Take me back to the time we had our very first fight
The slamming of doors instead of kissing goodnight
You stayed outside till the morning light
Oh my my my my

A few years had gone and come around
We were sitting at our favorite spot in town
And you looked at me, got down on one knee

Take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle
Our whole town came and our mamas cried
You said I do and I did too
Take me home where we met so many years before
We'll rock our babies on that very front porch
After all this time, you and I

I'll be eighty-seven; you'll be eighty-nine
I'll still look at you like the stars that shine
In the sky, oh my my my...
well, today is a really cool day.
i think i might hve lots to blog about.
they may seem pretty random, but they were just stuffs that probably ran though my brain today (:

firstly, haley told me this today. - Men are All Jerks.
i know the man/s who read this will either go like No.. or Where Got...
butbutbut,
seriously, i certainly agree to this.
well, a man may not be a jerk all the time, cos if that's the case, he would be more than a jerk. what i think the statement would actually mean is that, there will be times when a man becomes a jerk. like how a woman PMSes at times.
haha !!

secondly, i got to thank my babe, my love, my only one, for everything.
somehow, it feels like u are my freaking boyfriend. maybe u are. lol
like,
how u plan dates
how u will go and find interesting food to eat and nice places to go
how i am always welcomed at your house at anytime
how u will look at me and know what im thinking of
how u surprises me with gifts
how u know me so well ( ike totally almost inside out)
how u can endure being with me and my nonsense as well ( i think im more nonsense than you )
how u always always think of me
how u can stay almost the same from secondary school to now
how u smile with ur cheeky face and i know you're up to smth bad
how u say u love me
haha !
((:

thiridly, today was my 1st day at work. like my 1st time working,
i guess the experience wasnt too bad !
well, i met many people and even though it was like only for a brief maybe 2-3 mins for every person, i guess, u can just see how some people just take life too seriously, some who play , some who are so so so stucked up (arg !), some who u cant judge them by their looks, some who are quite silly. and many many more.
haha !
but other than the great experience, the standing form 10 - 7 was something that i would wna do any with if i can ! hahaha ! my legs are aching !! like from sole to thigh.
:p

fourthly, i think this semester, my results WILL NOT BE GOOD.
im left with 2 weeks to exam and i have not touched my notes like practically at all.
and so i declare here that i will definitely need help.
people, please force me to study.
hahaha !!
:p

and i cant think of anymore stuff that i wna blog abt. so cya peeps !
(:
OMG.
MY MUM IS TOTALLY RETARDED.
well, my mum is not very good in her english and sometimes, she tends to mispronunce words.
and just now during dinner, i cant remember what brought us to that conversation but apparently, my sister reminded my mum that she tends to say F*** rice instead of the proper fried rice.
ans so my mum began to asked us what is F***. none of us wanted to tell her what it meant.
my brother just told her it was a bad word.
and upon knowing that it's a bad word, she began repeating it over and over and over again.
like imagine " F*** rice F*** Rice F*** Rice "
and her brain starting imagining things like,
she said smth like this " imagine if i go to the hawker centre and i tell the uncle i want F*** rice "
omg, she is super hilarious.
i couldnt take listening to her saying that. so much thatr i had to run back to my room :p
there was one night, before i fell asleep, i suddenly thought of this :
want
cook
trip
fork
fine
sin
pebble
egg
high
pant
HAHAHA !
for those who dont get it, you can ask me on msn !!!
(:
I think today is quite a special day at school. lol
firstly, early in the morning at canteen while waiting for the usuals, i saw this couple kissing.
like at 845 in the morning in the sch's canteen ?
pls? go somewhere else, people like me that have just woken up finds it really gross.
:p

There must be something wrong with me and my ears today.
i made unnecessary noises twice today and got unnecessary attention.
the first one was at class where almost everyone, i presume, was listening attentively to the teacher. i decided to pull my chair in towards the table so that i will sit up straight and not fall asleep. but who knew, the stupid chair gave such a loud screech that even i got a shock.

the second incident was when serene and i was going to the toilet halfway during fmgt lecture. i gave the lt's door a little push and the door swang all the way to the back, hit the wall behind and gave a loud bang.
wth, i quickly walked out after that, with serene laughing behind me.
haha ! hopefully the people in the LT did not get a shock :p

And at training today, my ears were totally spoilt.
matthias said extension , i heard attention
neville said jump, i heard gum.

what IS wrong with me
lol :p
is there like some kind of medicine that has the ability to drain everything out of my mind.
its filled with EBA EBA EBA AND EBA.
soon, it'll be EBCD EBCD EBCD.
someone save me
i was just wondering after some time.
what really matters the most ?
the one we love ? ourselves ? or the people who loves us ?

if we care abt the people we love, we might end up hurting ourselves and the ones who love us.
if we care abt ourselves, we might end up hurting the ones we love and those who love us.
if we care abt the people who loves us, we might end up hurting ourselves and the one we love.

what a question.
HOHO !
blogger is up and well again ! and i can post pics !
but im lazy today (:
so i shll post em another day.
today sch was kinda cool. i guess there was smth with the eletric today.
the light and aircons keep going on and off and on and off.
but it was fun!!!!
hey all, for some reasons, blogspot does not allow me to post pictures. so in the meanwhile i can't post my real wonderful pics. haha !
yesterday was one awesome day, i guess i blogged abt it briefly yesterday. maybe i can go into more details seeing that i dun feel like doing my work. i duno why i feel so high now. haha !

well, for yesterday's outing, we kinda invited everyone from magnum to go watch fireworks at marina. but somehow, only 5-6 of us turned up. but oh wells we had our share of fun and u all missed out !!
took a cupie picture during the fireworks with andrew. pretty to the max. people were wow-ing at us instead of the fireworks!! haha !
we walked from makan sutra all the way to fullerton one or is it one fullerton. and we camwhored all the way (: "ever ready !!" :D

took stunts pics and random pics with the merlion. haha ! very fun. we were practically laughing at ourselves. :p
and time flew by man. at 820 the fireworks were released ? and just plain walking and having fun, it was almost 1145 when i looked at my watch again. lol.

and as i was walking home, almost reaching my lift, de jun called to tell me he saw me walking home. and somehow, he fell off his bike and got bruised. haha !

today, my cousins came over for lunch. its their 1st time at my new house !!
we had such a wonderful time reminising old times. looking at the silly pictures of us.
chris told me that there was this chinese new year where we went to pluck off all the flowers off the plants that our parents bought and throw them at our grandpa's car. and we got a big scolding after that.
it was super funny la !
and there was this picture at my grandpa's 50th bday, he wore a suit and everything and he looked like lky. hahaha!
also, the pictures of the places where we used to play.
oh man...
haha !
man ! i found this camera that i wna get!!!
initially i wanted a POWERSHOT G10.
but after comparing the price and blah blah,
i think this dslr is not too bad.
:D
peng pls start saving up from now on (:
today was quite an amazing day
went to watch the fireworks at NDP with andrew jeremy denise and vincent.
took a lot of decent pictures.
they are at FB ! haha !
played stunts too. play till we lost track of time
reached home at like 1 plus lah.
but it was real fun.
like super relaxed.
it felt as though time wasnt a matter. we could spend all the time we wanted there.
(:
as if we were on a holiday.
and i hope that i can save up for a decent good camera b4 i leave for china (:

hoho ! happy bday ANDREW ONG !
hope you really enjoyed yourself today.
((:
our 1st cupie leh.
nice seh ?
hahaha !
omg
i got home from camp, slept till 9 plus. woke up, walked out of my room and my mum told me they bought my little brother an iphone.
wth ?
I wonder if i tell my parents i feel like getting a camera what will they say sia. haha !
hello people.
today i decided that im gonna blog for my one and only haley babe.
hahaha !
im gonnna proclaim that i love her to bits !
how she knows my retarded reaction to whatever she says.
for decorating the notebook until so pretty
i duno what i want to say but i just feel so happy
hahaha !
:DDDDDD
everything feels so so messed up.
nono, it is messed up.
haha
truth, i guess it hurts.

i wanna get away from everything
somewhere anywhere away
haha

i wonder where did I go to.
this doesnt feel like me
i dont know what to do
pile of mess
this is for freaking stupid vincent.
i just changed my msn personal nick to - back to the old question.
and in less than 5 minute, this is what he tells me

My neck and my heart hurts :( says (12:19 AM):
*what question?
*do i love you?
*I DO
*I DO!
CHP! mia hwee peng says (12:19 AM):
*wa lao ehh
i was wondering when did this start
when did i start going out without informing my parents and when did they start going out of the country without telling us.
did i learn from them ? or did they learn from me ? lol
why does things feels so screwed up ?
i should have gotten used to this so long ago.
maybe i have.
cos ,it feels weird when i see my parents at home.
its like, im suddenly so cautious.. i duno
i had always thought that i was in the same boat as my cousins. at least we were in the same boat before. but now we're not. lol.
its kinda hard for people to relate to this situation of mine i guess.

u know, i dun like people who self pity themselves, they are so irritating. but i realise that im doing that more and more often. : /
haha !

First of all, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY STUPID VINCENT !
haha ! as of the time now, it should be belated la. but wdv :p
hope you've enjoyed yourself today and liked the little surprise that we've gotten for you (:
im sorry but this is the only picture that i can find that im stunting with you.
im sorry that your face cant be seen :p haha !


yesterday's trng was WAHOOO HIGHHHHH
haha !
legs trng ftwwww !!
my legs were wobbling like shit when stunting lah !!
THE "training" after training was equally high !
yvonne and me almost died. and we were too lazy to even go buy food at the market after that. haha !
the holidays have ended, school has started, but we continue cheering.
that's why i say we're full time cheerleaders, part time students.
(:

Start of school hasnt been too bad,
my body clock have very very slowily ( if there is such a word ) been switching back.
but whenever i get the chance to, i will slp.
and not just slp, i will slp till i dream.
those kind of dam nice slp. haha !

test papers that i have gotten back are still not too bad.so far.
but i needa start controlling my intake of food.
my money ah, like all gone within 3 days. lol
a little breakfast here, lunch there, den dinner, den no money liao..

training hasnt been too bad too, though tiring, but good i guess.
we've been improving slowily( this word again, but yeaaa )
but its still improvment !
i think i got to start training up too. to reach THE goal. haha !
jyjyjy !
cannot scared sia..
;D
haha !

oh yea, and i realised.
people always say that thet are stoning.
i too, always say this.
but are we really stoning or daydreaming or are this two just substitutes for each other ?
i really dont know.
haha !
hoho !
i just kinda saw this.


hoho, i think im so dead.
my body clock is extremely screwed up.
4pm is like my 10 am
4am is like my 10 pm
so if u see me dead during times like 9am to 3pm, now u know why.
Sunday's National Runway 09 Performance.


i think its been a long time since i felt like this.

suddenly i have too much free time and im thinking about stuff.
things like magnum and people and myself hve been flooding my head and i cant seem to fall asleep.

somehow, this holiday have a very dull feeling. maybe its cos im comparing it to my last holiday which was definitely filled with colours. or its just cos i have nth much to do this holiday compared to my freaking filled last holiday. haha !

its been quite long since we had training and training and more training.
feels like kismis without the "very fun" part.
i was bored and i went back to watch all the vids and pictures taken during kismis.
now looking back, im really thankful.
at that time, we were like so tired everyday. i was always the 1st to slp, last to wake up. haha !
now the holiday just seem so empty compared to kismis even though we hve training like all the time.
all the days in between and time not in training, it seem so hard to find smth to do to fill those times up. haha !
its so hard trying to meet up with friends.
the holidays have barely started and im already feeling so "sian" of it.
ITS ONLY THE 3RD DAY OF HOLIDAY HELLLOOOOO !!! :p

i think this holiday will be the start of something new all together.
and im a little scared and worried. i hope my worries are uncalled.
but i just want magnum to stay as magnum.
and us to stay as us.
its been quite while since i blogged.
ive been busy with studying and watching drama and also going for radical conference.
Its the common test period now for NP students.
the people in JC and sec and pri schools are hving their 1 mth break now.
but yet, we're hving common test.How nice. haha !
i also know that the people in SP are hving their hols now lah ! but i duno abt the other polys.
stupid haley got to go to msia. haha !

on last thurs to sat, it was radical conference.
in the beginning, i was worried that i will not have enough time to study for my Cost and Managerial Accounting paper on sat that i did not plan to go for the radical conference on friday. but somehow, there was like somthing tugging at my heart, itching me to go. haha !and so i went! went for friday's one and saturday's one as well, at that point of time, i just wish that there was no school what-so-ever and that i can just go to church. haha ! but nono, i still had commontest :/

now that CMA is over, i still hve 3 more pprs.
tml, or rather later today - Human Resource Management
on thurs - Financial Management
and on friday - Electronics Business Applications

i wanted to start studying for FMGT today lah. but somehow, i just cant seem to concentrate.
went to watch Boys over Flowers instead.
haha !

there seem to be so much that i wna blog about but i cant seem to know what do i want to blog about exactly : /
hm.
i guess during this holiday, im gonna come up with a list of things that i want to do.
maybe a list of 10 things ? haha ! i hope that this holiday will really be a fruitful one. i dun want to waste time and at the end of the holiday say that ive done nth but eat and slp and watch drama or anime. haha ! i want to be out doing things. :D
if i got a date with you, you better not say no. haha !! :p

oh yea. and i really hope that i get to go for that china trip.HAHA ! :D
wow, i read this on andra's blog.
dam interesting and i though i would share it here (:

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust
and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life
but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself
to the best others can do,
but to the best you can do.
I've learned that it's not what happens to people,
It's what they do about it.
I've learned that no matter how thin you slide it,
there are always two sides.
I've learned that you should always have loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you'll see them.
I've learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can't.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual
ahead of their actions.
I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing
and see something totally different.
I've learned that no matter the consequences,
those who are honest with themselves go farther in life.
I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don't even know you.
I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that writing,
as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.
I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice
and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.
I've learned to love
and be loved.

I've learned...

"I've learned"
By Omer B. Washington

i dun think ive really learnt some of the things listed here. but some of them are definitely true.i may have experienced them but not really learnt them.perhaps, not willing to learn.haha !but i think this is really pretty cool (:
As serene say, im always the lucky one. HAHA !
week 5 of sch. this is my cheapo and cheating week.
serene and i have mastered this two skills in this week.
why did we even bother going to sch ? we so zai. haha !
if u do read serene's blog, u wud know why this is cheat and cheapo week.
but for those who dont,
here's the story.
on wednesday, weiren bought choco mini for us. 5 packets each. haha !
then on thursday, we took chilung's car, a free ride down to town !
and on friday, we got a free movie treat from de jun!
and just now after dinner, we both got free ride home again!
haha !
so we're pretty cheapo this week. going on a budget. but somehow, im still very broke. :/
and this week is also cheating week because,
(this one is serene, not me)
she cheated robin to come from the east to the west to go to west spring for our I&E proj.
and we also cheated weiren to go watch movie with us at west mall when he wanted to watch at town
:p

training have been pretty good this week too.
everyone hve been improving. haha !
i feel like blogging about what i did. but i shall not
dun feel like letting u know. haha !
maybe andrew will upload the vid and you'll get to watch it.
if not den too bad :p
i'll definitely gonna continue improving !
i've found my motivation ! haha :D
lets keep it that way :D
hohoho !
next week is e learning week ! wahooo ! :D
but this also means that common test is coming ! boohoo !
i think i seriously need to start studying and not playing so much already !
even though i do my tuts and stuff, they just seem to breeze through my brain.
no inprints at all one. so after the lecture or tut, my brain goes into play mood immediately.

and i would like to believe that my memory is starting to fail me.
like i saw 4 gays just now at town with serene. but like just 15 mins after that, i forgot that i saw 4. i tot i saw 3 only.
and also, i always forget what i said or what i was thinking.
dammit !
ohohoh ! and there is this 2 juniors at magnum, somehow, i cant differentiate their names ! its already the 3-4 training ? and im still guessing their name.
some zhong jie, or zhong xuan one. wahhh dam confusing one.
hoho.
last week of one hell of a week.
there was monday when VANESSA came over to Ngeee Annn to study !
haha! we had a really good and cool heart to heart chat lah. we seriously need to meet up and do that more often man.
then, there's tues where i became so pissed and sad at the same time. it was such a terrible day. but there was also the 1st gym class on tues lah. wahhh it was quite tiring cos i haven really been training much. but im just glad i've endured it. haha !
oh man. suddenly i lost the feeling to blog. so i shall just end it here. HAHA!
CYA PEEPS.
and i love u haley chan :D
haha !
man, i wna blog about some stuff.
but i duno how to go about blogging it.
:\
or maybe i shouldnt blog about it,
but just tell it to you.
HAHA :p
so siannnnn..
i want a sleep over SOOOON !
i think i need help, im always getting into unforseen circumstances.
which, kinda suck.
: /

i wanted to post abt today and 1st junior training and moving hse and dinner just now. but now,
unforseens circumstance, is the matter at hand.
haha !
yesterday was a real cool day.
6 of us, yvonne, dongmei, madeline, fiona, jiawei and meee ! went to crash DB's training! haha !
i shall let u on a secret which will not be a secret after this. anyway, i remember that there was 6 of us who went. so after typing the 1st 5 names abve, i was wondering who the sixth person was, scared that i forgot that person. den i went to think think think, and realised that i forgot myself.
: /
ok anyway. back to the training. it was kinda entertaining, and interesting i guess. cos the way they do things is pretty different from our training. like all very serious and stuff. not that magnum's training isnt serious, we're just different in a different way. HAHA !
and that was prolly one of the few times when we did pushups when our arms did not ache, but our hands hurt. cos our hands are used to doing pushups at the mats (which are softer) and not on concrete grounds which hve been heated by the sun.
we also got to do rowing techniques in the pool !
so cool lah ! 1st time i went into the swimming pool in ngee ann lah ! haha !

ohman! i think school is getting more n more entertaining as each day passes.
cos serene nvr fail to make me laugh !
hahaha !
like today, she asked me if i wna buy a male. HAHA !
its a inside joke lah. i shant say it here to emabrrass her. haha !
haha !
when i reached home yesterday night,
my mum asked me to “去看你爸爸刚买什麽”
and apparently, he bought a new phone. iphone.
iphone. haha !
and my sister was overjoyed.
for those who dont know, my father is not good at using complicated phones.
like HTC.
he bought one HTC, did not know how to use it and gave it to me.
and so, my sister is "aiming" for the iphone now. haha !

on saturday night after church, i went to cafe cartel with serene and her gang. haha!
the drinks were pretty cheap !
and so all of us ordered some drinks! and i mistook serene's cousin, samuel's drink as mine.
as i was happily sipping his drink( thinking that it was mine)
my drink cameee !
ahhh~~
haha!

oh ya !
today at lecture i was so paiseh lah !
cos i was sitting in the middle block. and during our lecture break, jiayan came walking towards me saying hi. and since i dropped my notes, she picked it up for me and place it on my table for me.i said thanks, looked down at my table, my notes and i screamed. i literally screamed.
there was a cockroach on my notes !!
a FAKE cockroach.
hahaha !
so paiseh can. so many people turned around and look at me lah !
haha !!
oh man... even the lecturer heard me screaming lor..
but oh wells, it was dam funny. HAHA !
ive just got off the phone with BABE !
we got toking about the swine flu and what will happen if our schools had to close.
somehow, that linked to the very bad weather the sudden hot and rainy weather we had in spore over the past few days.. and den, it linked to the world dying and us freaking out, checking out websites about the mayan calander online.. haha !
BABE told me that now we're in the orange stage. and if we go into the red stage, sch will have to close down and if we go further into the black stage, we'll hve curfew.. but i was wondering like, imagine during the " holiday " we made use of that time and organise a sleepover.. isnt it great ?? haha ! and she scolded me lah !! say what people are busy buying masks and duno what and here we are partying :p she's right la... but i dun think im totally wrong too leh.. we'll all be so bored at home, what's wrong with hving a slpover for jst 2 people? its not like the whole class what... haha ! :p
den when i was checking out the websites on the mayan calander and reading it out to her, she made me so freaked out lah !! wl eh ! even though this is like my 2nd time reading about the mayan calander. lol.

hmm today had IS again. not too bad lah. the event is shaping up i guess. but still, 4 hrs is dam long. after 2 hrs i think i kinda start to stone liao. my only entertainment was serene and laughing with her.
oh ya! and smth stupid happened to me today !!
cos during IS class i wanted to go to the toilet, so i went out with serene, but cos she was drinking milktea, (which was ordered wrongly :p) she waited for me outside the toilet.
and so i went in alone !
the toilet had only 2 cubicles, both which were available. and so i went into the first cubicle.
den halfway while i was ahem-ing, i heard someone coughing. i got a lil scared but i just ignored it. when i was done, i exited my cubicle and took a glance at the other cubicle.
it was still empty !
so i got REALLY scared this time and hurriedly wash my hands and ran out of the toilet to find serene and told her abt it. den she tell me she saw one old lady come out from the toilet. soi was like ohh phew.. but still a bit scary lah. haha! cos i din hear the door opening at all.. but ohwells, it was BROAD DAY LIGHT.haha !!



HOHO !
i just went to kope pictures from FB and since my blog posts have been rather colourless, here
comes the pictures !!

MAGNUM FUN CAMP '09 !











MAGNUM BAOC PERFORMANCE "09








DRAGON BOAT PA RACE( DAY 2)





These are the pictures when esther accused of me touching her. haha !






XINYI'S 18TH BDAY AT SENTOSAAAA













what a busy weekend i had lah !! haha !
sat went to church..
and again i couldnt stay for CG cos i had to go to xinyi's 18th bday at sentosa !!
wahh her bday was quite good for a 18th bday la i think.
the theme was pink and white and silver but somehow we wore more of white and black.
:P
we ate and played those random games lah !
and there was this forfeit for xinyi where she had to go and ask everyone ard the bbq pit to sing a bday song for her. but cos it was kinda weird for her to ask ppl to sing for her, we reduced the number of people she has to ask to 10. and madeline had to ask the rest :p
and it was quite cool. everyone they asked sang lah ! haha !
ohoh ! and den at the bbq pit next to our's, there was this three little kids. not three little pigs ah. haha ! two girls and one boy. and they were playing the london bridge is falling down game lah !
and somehow, we being fun peopleas well, joined them in their little game !!!
haha !!

sunday went down to see the dragon boaters compete. and the magnies who went had a little pot luck lah ! quite fun! and i boiled sauages !! haha ! and we found this maggot in the sushi that i duno who bought. haha ! total grossness lah !
and cos it rained, the race was pushed back to 5 lah !
and i ended up being almost 1 hr late in meeting john lah !
haha ! but at least i managed to watch 30 mins of the match ? haha !
after that went for dinner and we tried to find our way home from kovan.
we took some bus down to raffles town club. it was quite a trip lah. like we were looking at ppl's hairstyles and stuff.. haha !!
and guess who i saw !!
i saw tim at the busstop! haha ! but he couldnt really recognise me. cos he just woke up. lol.

today had sch ):
2 lectures at LT 45 .. wahh its like from one end of the sch to the other end lah.
FMGT tutorial was dead boring. lucky i din fall asleep lah.
oh and ah FMGT lecture, being the usual serene and me,we were laughing away. den the lecturer stare at us leh... haha !

ok la. time to go off ! haha !
oh mannnnn !
i think im just getting blur-er and blur-er as the days pass.
ive like mistaken duno how many people this week already lah !
from mistaking aaron as hian jian and some stranger to sebestian..
like OOPS. haha !
but somehow, this week, its been a real interesting week. like 1st 2 days of school got cca fiesta. den can pon lecture.
WHICH ISNT REALLY A VERY GOOD THING TO DO COS MY NOTES ARE ALL BLANK.
but other than that, ive made NEW FRIENDS ! again!! haha !
thanks to magnum, my social circle has enlarged quite a bit.
and also from BAOC, i see so many familiar faces in lecture now !
HAHA ! right sereneeee ? :P

today went for my IS class. i think our class not too bad leh. the teacher very funny ! he likes to use the word "freaking" which makes serene and i laugh. cos like not many teacher would use those kind of word. and its only the 1st lesson/class and he treated us to a lil dim sum and fruits and tea and coffee. HAHA ! and next week we're hving california. oops not, canadian oops not, but oishi pizza. haha !

after sch, i went to meet haley for a lil i-duno-what. we were suppose to exchange our notebook which we wrote in lah. BUT I FORGOT TO BRING MINEEEEE ): den she dun wna giv me hers )): we went to eat ikea HOTDOG. and since i was so hungry i gobbled mine down. finished my hotdog before she was even half done. HAHA !den went to queensway to walk a lil. and we went home. OH MAN. i cant wait to eet her again. she and her silly ideas. and i cant wait for april.oops no august when nicole comes back! we can hve our amides meet again !!! AHHHHHH
SUDDENLY I FEEL SO HIGH !why isnt anyone here to high with meeeeee
HAHAHA
ok i think i shd stop blogging before ppl define me as crazy :p
yahooo people !!
im back from MAGNUM'S ANNUAL FUN CAMP !
haha! it was really a blasting 3 day 2 night camp. haha !
on the first evening, we played some normal bonding games lah. like whacko and dog and bone. but our version of dog and bone was so so so violent lah !
evan and me kena injured like nobody's business ! we both got abrasion and blueblacks lah. but his injury seems worser den mine. :p
after that we went to some LT to watch some horror movie WHICH, i totally slept in again cos i dun wna scare myself and not being able to slp for maybe the next month. haha !
cos if i were to watch some horror show, the scene will just keep playing in my head when im alone at night. so its better to not get any of those images into my brain at all. in this way, i will be able to slp at peace and not have any images haunting me. lol :p

the 2nd day was.. well, i dun really know how to describe it. lol
it was amazing race day at town.
my grp consisted of me ,madeline ,jiawei and shaun.
we were like quite enthu for the game lah. pretty bent on winning. so we kept running everytime jiawei starts running.mostly which is when he felt like doing some silly stuff like toe touch or i duno what. haha !
shaun was called mr bag for the day cos he was in charge of the bag.
madeline was called the ms money for the day cos she was in charge of the money.
and i was ms reciept cos i was in charge of reminding madeline to collect the reciept whenever we bought something.
the something that we bought was mostly food, it was a freaking food amazing race to get us fat. haha!
at our first stop we already had to drink 2 bottles of 1.5l of coke lah !
we ate like at very station lah. wah can die sia.
ate stuff like 1 loaf of bread, one tub of ice cream, 2 packet of HL milk, tao huay, a bunch of bananas , 2 bottle of 1.5l of mineral water and the chips from long john . lol. its amazing that how after like 5 hrs passed, i became hungry again lah !
but that night we also played somemore games after the amazing race, in which our grp came in second. haha ! not bad la i think :p
hmm we played capatin's ball again ! like in bonding camp. but this time we played with fruits. like banana and kiwi lah. haha ! so funny can. just one hit and the banana just splatter all around lah !! the kiwi also. kena squash like duno what ! haha !!
den after that was Magnum's Showdown where we perform in our grps the little dance that we had to come up with.
that was the dam hilarious part lah. all the diff dance. lol.

after that the committee planned to show some horror movie again and so i hurry went to slp. nah was with me lah. cos she din want to watch the movie too. so it was just the two of us in the dorm with the others next door watching the horror show :p

next day was sentosa day !!! haha !
toook a bus to sentosa den the games started!
after games we started stunting in the sea lah !
the guys tried btoss lah ! evan's backtuck was dam nice lah !!
all the yr 2 ( now senior ) flyers also tried layout for our 1st time !! haha
and i did a half layout ? den i fell flat into the sea. LOL !
tried a kick twist. but failed ):
did some partner stunts.. with yvonne !! she base me and i base her. we took turns ! haha. quite fun la. but i drank a lot of sea water : /
sun tanned too. now kena burnt like duno what. maybe charcoal. haha ! ok lameness.
ok lah. for pictures. i tink they will be uploaded on fb. so yea.. and that was how i ended my holiday :D
i think this holiday would be THE holiday best well spent lah !
3 camps in total. plus cheerobics.plus ywb.plusbaoc. plus new friends and church and so many more fun stuff. haha !
now i gotta change gear and put my energy into studying and pull up my falling GPA.
haha !
it better improve man. if not im such a dead meat :p
hohoho !
yesterday was outing day with my baby haley ! haha !!
i almost ALMOST went to cut my hair lah.
ive been messing with the idea of cutting my hair lately. but i got NO GUTS TO CUT !!!
arggggg !so irritating. haha. or maybe im just fickle minded. duno what hairstyle to choose. haha!
stupid hair!
went to kabayan to eat again and this time the yam cake was available ! haley got so high lah. we bought one kuay kuay, one yam cake and one i-duno-what-but-it-had-peanuts-on-it cake. lol
we also went to taka to see the interesting baking stuffs that they have. and we had such a hell of a time. haha !
we're gonna start saving and go shopping again at taka ! all the little wonders they have there. haha ! (:
there was this old lady that was the sales person for this particular brand of some stuff lah. and she is so naggy. she dragged us to listen to her promote almost ALL the items they had on sale and she just goes on non-stop. haley and i keep exchanging glances at each other wondering when can we zao/escape from that lady. and luckily, this other lady walked passed us, the old lady/promotor stopped her and changed her attention from us to her and we ZAO-ED !
haha !!
HELLO PEOPLE !
since so many of u are saying that my blog is gonna die, i shall revive it !
MUAHAHAHA. :p
ok lah. since im pretty free now, i shall upload some pictures to show what ive been doing this holiday.
firstly, it would start with TB29 CLASS OUTING !! HAHA (:



for the class outing ive only got these few pictures that i kope from FB. so yea. :P actually, all my photos are koped from FB haha, cos no one send me any pictures ):

OOOOOK ! upnext ! will be magnum training camppp haha (:
haha ! this is the apartment that ive stayed in for 3 weeks
that 2 small bed that you see, it squeezes like 5-6 people ? but after the 2-3rd week, we moved another bed out from the bedroom to make live better for ourselves lah. haha ! (:
nah always sleeps next to jane lee and jane lee next to sue. sue next to me and denise next to me followed by esther !!! haha :D!

AT TRAINING !



trying and practicing out partner stunts real hard to make it all up. wahooo (:


our flying swedish fall ! haha i love that picture lah. i think fifi took it. haha (:

CHEEROBICS DAY !!













DEN there is the magnum outing 1 day after the camp was over cos we are already missing each other :D

den the following outings where i went drinking for the 1st time ! haha :D btw, those 3 pictures are 3 different outing (:



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and after all the non stop towning for almost 1 week, there's BAOC !! haha !

REVOOOOO 2222222222222 ! haha (: my lovely freshies !




REVO 2 OUTING !!











haha ! revo 2 outing !! (:
it was pretty fun a guess, just toking and slacking with the freshies.
hope u all had a good time and bonded well haha !!
ohwells, that's all for my holiday now.
ive still got another camp and lets see when i'll be not lazy to post the pics again :p
haha !
hoho !
today i went to chan's hse to bake bread !!!
we baked like 3-4 different types of bread
got cheese one, red bean one, raisin one and plain one.
dam nice la. the bread small small one. not too big not too small,
the size was just right for a little impromtu high tea session!
haha !
when we were preparing the dough, my hands turned to monster looking hands lah.all the dough stick here stick there.den we tried to use to spoon to scrape the dough off my hands. but we kinda failed. gave up, went to the sink to wash them off instead.
i think haley chan is really dam zai lah. if i were to read the instructions in the cookbook, im sure i will still screw up my food. but she ah, like baking pro liao. oh man. i cant to bake again with her ! haha !
wahhhhahhahahahaa
this blog is getting retarded.
im getting lazier n lazier to update it as time passes.
but i shall not be lazy just for today and any other day that i do blog.
:p
this holiday is gonna end in 1week's time lah. and just in this one break, ive made like so many many more friends.
enjoyed myself more than ever everytime i go out with peeps.
was away from home for the longest time,
went for my first cheer compeitition
went for baoc AGAIN as a SC
and so so so so so so much more.

suddenly i feel that there is so much installed in life for us lah
oh man. i feel so blessed all of a sudden.
for all my friends and the fun and laughter and i duno what.
((((((((((((((((:
cheerobics was just yesterday.
i've got so much to say, so many people to thank that i dun really know where to start from.
haha.
i've only been one week away from kismis and im already missing kismis
being only a few steps away from all magnies
haha. what an experience.
i'll definitely remember 220309.
thankyou magnum force.
for letting me experience such love, such joy and bitterness and happiness.
:D
hoho!
today is thursday, tomorrow is friday, the following day is saturday and after that....
ITS CHEEROBICS !!
wahoweeee
the day we've been training so uber hard for, for the past few months and especially for the last three weeks !
hoho !
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
cheerobics
oh ya, its on the 22nd ,2 to 7 at zouk carpark btw. (:
HOHO !
today was another interesting day !
hmm
went out with my classy matesy to EATTTTT.
serene and i got super high when we were eating lah.
i think we laugh till we can burn off the fats sia.
den slacked around with them at starbucks. and as we were about to leave starbucks, ian realised that he sat on birdshit !
dam funny lah
after that went to meet my parents to go pick out our new house's wallpaper.
my father parked his car along the small road. den as i was about to cross the road, i saw this squashed dead bird which was headless on the road.
omg lah.
it was so so so so so so so so x1000 gross.
yuck yuck yuck.
HOHOHO !
today was such a interesting day.
ITB exam was shitz. i was at my seat 5 mins b4 the ppr start den i started looking ard for jin,
saw her and went over to say hi.
and wahooweee i hugged her !
like since i duno when ! haha ! the ppl ard us were like .. stunned. cos i just walked over n hugged her. hahaaaaa
hmm after the ppr waited for jin ( i dam nice right) den had a lil snack with her den went town with vincent to wait for eugene.
walked ard shopped ard, bought stuff that was on real bargain den he tired. so lousy lah.
only walked like 1-2 hrs ?
haha !
den as we were sitting at some cafe. toking abt my classmate who is vincent's sec sch dam close friend- joanna, she appeared behind us walking with her boyfriend. haha !
we were like dammm freaking stunned and shocked. cos we were really just toking about her. haha !

met with eugene den went to kbox !
wah today kbox really high and low sia.
from jaychou's dam sad songs to F.I.R dam high songs.
haha ! though it was quite ex but we really enjoyed ourselves, all the stress relieved. and i missed singing so much. haha. today i gave my all lor. sing till dam high. hahaha..

but then hor, now im totally broke. spent like so much today lah.
shit lah. must start saving up all over again.
haha !
haha !
ITB the last ppr is in er, 7 hrs ?
AND I CANT WAITTTTTTTTT
haha !
den i'll hve my well deserved 3 day break ?
those 3 days, gotta enjoy man.
ahhh !
i wanna stay here !
http://www.thesail.com.sg/home.html
haha !
its damm nice pls.
haha ! i was just browsing my pics when i found these pics and i realised i din blog abt this trip. maybe i did. but i did not post the pics. so here u go. (: the nicer pics at least :D



patience peng.
PATIENCE.
P.A.T.I.E.N.C.E.
haha !
this reminds me of charity patience devotion.
haha
matthew shared with me this very cute song and i think i would like to share it too.


Fuck You - Lily Allen
i wanna go on a holidayyyyyyy
i wanna take a break from everything
i cant wait till everything is over.
but till then.
haha !
oh yea.
i did something bad today.haha !
i was on bus 190. the bus was very crowded. and so i was standing somewhere near the back of the bus. then the lady sitting in front of me went down the bus. so there was one seat left.
i was looking ard if there was any elderly ppl who needs the seat more den me. and i spotted a lady who was prolly in her late forties ?
somehow, i duno what came over me, i looked at her in the eyes and sat down without "asking" her if she wants the seat.
i only realised i did that after my bum hit the chair.
i guess too much studying and not enough breaks will do that to you eh ?
:P
shit the exams.
and i realise, hope is quite the terrible shit too.
imagine hoping and hoping but all you get is disappointments.
doesnt it sucks?
haha.
so, i think i will try to stop hoping.
either that, or, lower your expectations of others as they clearly cant live up to your expectations.
(:
boohoohoo.
i wanna go on a holiday. so so so so much. haha !
i feel like going trekking. it seems fun !!
i wanna go to the amalfi coast. its in italy. and it seems so very dam nice.
haha !
but it got to wait.
till i get my money and the freedom to travel to wherever i want to whenever.
just something that has been bothering me for quite sometime but i never cared much about it to really take note of it until now.
well, i never really liked my sister.
sometimes, well, most of the time, i cannot stand her.
how she is always in the centre of attraction when i think i am so much better than her. haha :p
how i hate my parents comparing me to her. saying that im so much shorter than her when she is 5 years younger than me.
how i feel so dam jealous when my parents support her playing basketball and that they've never even shown any interest in my cca at all.
ok but other than that,
but, recently, i dont know why. she has been taking my stuff and using them and passing them off as her own.
it was just the usual stationary stuff that did not bother me much but now,
it's my clothes. obviously the ones that look big in me but small in her. she would just take them and wear them.
then it became my earrings, my one and only diamond earring and she wore it with her infected ear.ew.
and then my precious bag. i know i dun seem to treasure it. but i do ok. then my pencil case and blah blah blah.

im not someone who likes to share my stuff with others. unless its like during class and you need a pencil or pen. just go ahead. my pencil case it right there for you to BORROW it.

But my sister, she is just TAKING them without telling me or asking me. WHICH MAKES ME BOIL
i mean, if she wants it, she could at the very least ask me for my permission before taking it away and using it as if she has owned it forever.
but knowing how i dun really like her, i would definitely not lend her any of my stuff. haha
which makes me a really bad sister. i know.
but i just doesnt really like my sister.
haha.
today's project meeting was kinda funny.
some smartypants decided to do project at the national library.
and so we did. the stupid guys dun wna change location lor.
serene and i felt so uncomfortable there.
we could not talk in our normal voice and had to whisper.
also we were not "allowed" to laugh, which makes things worse for us.
we almost wanted to do some funny things to get the whole grp chased out so that we can move to another place to do our project more comfortablly lah but den upon entering the refernce lib in less than fifteen minutes, serene and i left jon and weiren to go shopping. cos we've already done our fair share in the website and the guys were chasing us away to do their access.
haha !
so bad. but shopping was fun lor.
everything seems to be boring me.
ok. except a few certain things. haha !
i feel so lazy. and there seem to be no motivation to do anything other den eat and slp.
HAHA !
i think only a few people would know the extend of how much ive been slping lately.
oops ! :p
today during bstats, dejun and serene was bickering as usual.
dejun was saying smth like "i beat you ahh, i slap you ahhh" to serene.
and i duno what came over me but i told him " you dare ?"
and serene told me" oh my hweepeng, you'll be the reason i turn les"
HAHA !
hilarious.
:D
haha !
it has been a long time since i updated this blog.
christmas and new year have past, and open house is already over lah !
but im still gonna be super busy as cheerobics is round the corner.
i gotta start keeping up with school work. i seem to not be doing my itb tutorials. haha !
im so ever grateful to my groupmates who stay up late at night to finish up projects with me or without me. haha! i feel kinda bad lah. like i din do much..
hmm
i think quite a lot has happened since i last blogged and im at a loss. dun really know where or what to start from.

wahhh im really really really stucked.
AHHHH
NIQQ IS COMING BACK IN AUG. HAHA !
i suddenly remember! omg so cool lahhh
im hoping that time will zoom zoom zoom pass so that i can see her asap. but at the same time, i dun wan it to zoom pass cos that will mean i'll be dam busy. haha!
im just contradicting myself. :p
AND I CANT WAIT TO MEET HALEY AND THE OTHERS TOOOOO
its been a year since i met them !
like wahhhhh !
1 YEAR HAS PASSED THAT KINDA FEELING. haha !
ok lah. i dun wan to blog liao. :p
but just to make some people laugh,
this is for you.
INT. hahaaaa
secret language. :D


THE COMMON TEST IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
:D
u know, when i was young, there was this period of time when i used to go jogging with my uncle and his army friends with all their kids and my cousins at macritchie reservior every sunday.
at that point of time, i was still staying with my cousins and slping with my parents.

my mum did not really allowed me to go jog with them. but i always sneaked out.
i would hear my cousins getting ready and then i would sneak out of my parents room and join them. get changed and off we go. by the time i come home, my mum cant do much abt it right ? haha

but as i was always usually the only girl,(somehow all the uncles and aunties gave birth to males)
i guess i became a little boyish. i remember there was once, i saw the boys running without their shirt on. and as i was feeling hot as well, i almost took off my shirt at the reservior too. haha !
:p

but then among all the guys, other den my cousins, i was always closer to kang and pinghui . after i moved house, i din get to see them as long as probably 3-5 years.
and recently, from last year, i got in contact with em again. haha ! so happy can

i almost joined them in their compeititive swimming. but again, my mum was against it.
i was really sad. cos i used to be a swimmer in primary school. in school team somemore ok.
and i tot that was a good chance to get closer to them again and also to work hard for swimming together.but oh wells.

i just went out with the gang on monday. haha. somehow, it just got me thinking of the past again i guess. how much fun we had in the past. playing in the garden till the neighbours scolded us. and i was the Da Jie somemore. and how i bit duno ben's or chris's leg when we quarreled once.
we also used the mattress and blankets to build houses and played silly games. like saving the princess.. haha !!
but now they zhang da liao lor.
chasing girls liao lor. haha !
haiya.
haha !
lol, i just reaslied my previous blog post seems a lil emoish HAHA!
why sometimes, it just feels as though others care more then my own family does ?
i know i made this choice before, but ,sometimes, i wish i can i expect more from them.
i so want to go back to galistan. it doesnt feel like home here at all.
i wan to just sit at the balcony and read my book, peep at my cousin's and neighbour's balcony to see if they are asleep. to look down and see the korkor's playing their computers....
to walk on the balcony when im on the phone with babe..
i miss everything so much.
i duno why but i keep dwelling in the past.
i guess that house was smth i was never able to let go of.

you'll never know how lonely this is

but still, thank god for ben and chris and ling.

ahhhhh ~
presentations are finally ALL OVER. WAHOOOOWEEEE~
but here comes the dreaded common tests.
sucks lah. first time having exams so close to CHRISTMAS : /
but after its over, its so going to be play and training non stop time !!!
hahaaa
i guess most of our presentations were pretty ok. even though there were some last min work here and there.
yesterday's presentation required us to wear formal and the criterias were kinda fierce. like shoes, skirt, long sleeve...
i had such a headache deciding what to wear cos up till now, i haven bought any proper formal clothes.
*HINT HINT*
haha !
OH YES.
and during friday training, i kinda injured my stupid ankle AGAIN.
ahhhhh~
i felt to bo liao sitting at the side watching everyone stunt. : /
but ohwells, lets hope that within this 2.5 wks break, my stupid ankle will heal.
it better heal.
haha !
alrights.
time for slp.
nights !!
pictures, another day, :D
ok. this is smth i dun usually do, but since im kinda bored and 2 people tagged me, i shall do it. haha!
heregoes

1. Do you have secrets?
DUH.everyone has secrets. haha !

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?
girl ? me ? hmmmmm...

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
yes ! with the elephant lover, the fierce looking person, the stupid face person and weifat ?
and ONGPOHLENGGGG how can school ever be boring ?
ok. maybe during lectures lah but i love sch ! haha


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
BUY BACK MY OLD HOUSEEEEEE

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend's stead?
nah. i doubt i will, we all kinda have different taste. haha !

6. If you have to choose one person between ur girlfriend & best friend, who will you choose?
my girlfriend again ???? i'll choose girlfriend man ! haha


7.list out your 15 favourite songs:
nah. too lazy.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
if he's attached already, why would i even like him ???

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
YES ! of course. like when i get to see my babe ?

10. What makes you angry?
it'll be pretty hard to get me angry. so if u do, u zai.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
10yrs. how abt 3 years ? in 3 yrs, i hope that i would already be working n earning :D

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
im sorry but its my friends.

13. What is the most important thing in life?
doing what you like.haha.

14. What is more important? Family or Career? justify.
career. my family will not give me my career. but my career may just give me my family.

15. What is your favourite colour? BLUE

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
i'll try. haha

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i'll just keep em as my friends.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
depends.but i'll tend to forget abt them after some time. unless its some significant stuff.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
HALEY I LOVE YOU

20. 5 people I have tagged:
1.haleychan
2.nicole tay
3.jacinth yew
4.serene wong
5. gao de jun
what about me ?
we've finally presented our very very tedious and irritating ITB PBL 1. even though we kinda screwed it up.
but this project was real stupid.
see, we met up almost everyday for the week and wasnt able to be as productive as we were on the last day.

on sunday, it was the town day for serene,weiren and i...
on monday, i cant rmb wad we did.
on tuesday, it was the suppose to do project, ended up doing tutorial day.
on wednesday, it was the pathetic floorplan drew out day.
on thursday, it was the went to town to watch madagascar 2 day.
on friday, it was the meet up after cca at macs day, den stayover at my house night, den cui the whole saturday day.
on sunday, it was the meet at starbucks at suntec to do work day, and we really did work this time.
LOL
i think our grp dam zai.
lol

ohya. i just injured my freaking weak and lousy ankle again. and its bandaged like i duno what.
it stinks like shit.
ohwells. pls let it be well soon. i wna go stunt and do gymnastics.
((:


ahhh ~
today was a pretty : / day.
went to plaza to do project, ending up being so sian... but ITB is dued on monday. got to rush.
also, got OBSE presentation and BCOMM email test nextweek... so deaddd
: /
but today, there was a pleasant surprise.
durian puffs !!
ahhh~~
serene and i have been looking for nice durain puffs. we knew that plaza had the durain shop and we saw and walked past THE DURAIN PUFFS before, but we were lazy to buy them, so just now, when the guys went to buy food,...
weiren got the puffs for us !!!
ahhh ~
serene and i ' chi dao hen shuang ! "
haha !!
i even went to lick the durains that were leftover on the tray. haha !!

oh ya ! and we also went to check out trips to hongkong and cruises. but the crusie one too expensive le. we shd be settling for the hongkong one. haha !
i hope this time, we'll really be able to go on a trip together. its gonna be such FUN.
haha !

i bet serene and i learnt smth new abt ourselves on the bus just now ! hahaa
i shant blog abt wad was it that we learnt abt ourselves. its just too funny ! haha !

last night, the 3 of them came over to my hse for project. but we were playing ard too.
den there was this dam funny convo.
cos my room was kinda small for the 4 of us. and serene was lying on my bed.
so when jono asked : where to do leh?
i replied : do on the bed lah !
den paused. and we realised it sounded dam wrong !
hahaaa~
but last night really high. 4 of us in my room, den webcam with weiren.. haha !
serene and i keep laughing until we got the high feeling. the whole body hot hot one despite the cold aircon. it was 19 degree celsius ?? haha !
den today we walk like cannot walk properly. LOL
it was as though we were drunk !!
hahaha..

oh ya ! and chris passed his life-saving exam/test today !!
AHHHHH~
life guard le lehhhhh
that's my boy/bro sia ! hahaaa
feeling such proudness.
i can just imagine the 'glow' from him when he came out from the pool !
haha !!
ok i better go to slp.
tml is going to be a long day. haha !!




im so going to miss you A LOT//



heh. i just came back from club house mats cleaning.
well, somehow, i just felt so cared for there. in magnum i mean.
yes there are lesser and lesser people who are in magnum now. but somehow, there is still that homey feeling. haha..
today,i got wet due to washing the mats, or rather got sprayed at lah.. and i din prepare ANY extra clothes to go home with, and there were so many people who offered me their shirt to go home in! haha !
even though in the end, i managed to get my parents to pick me home, i still wanna thank them.
lol.
somehow, it got me thinking..
i dun think i deserve to be treated so well.
haha. yea..
seriously. i think im taking all these for granted and sooner or later people will get tired of treating me so well.
ohwells,magnum is really more home den home.
haha
alright, i shall stop this now, later people come and shoot me. haha !

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haha !
i feel so proud of haley and myself. we have come up with this plan for the future!
its absolutely wonderful.
but its gonna be kept a secret first :D
haha ! cannot tell you. :p

OH !
yesterday was the first day i wore a skirt to school !
haha ! for BCOMM interview/speech.
i was so so so so so nervous.
i only prepared my 'speech ' the night before. and when i was waiting for my turn, my mind was kinda still in sleeping mode.not fully awake yet. so i could not focus very well on wad i was saying. crapped a lot. got stucked and fumbled once or twice. but i guess i did OK. haha. except for my leg thingy. haha !!

but serene and weiren and dejun and derek was dam powerful lah.
they MEMORISED their 'speech', dressed till so nice also.
haha !
but too bad we forgot to take picture. haha !
nevermind. still got 2 more oral presentation for BCOMM :D MUST TAKE PICTURES OKOKOKKKK
HAHA :D

ANDANDAND, i finally went to the sinseh for my ankle. serene and weiren accompanied me there.
wl eh. it was kinda embarrassing lah. i was lying on the 'bed' in the room, and the door wasnt close. so serene and weiren who were outside came inside to see me !
AHHHHH!
i duno why la but i think it was kinda weird. haha !
den weiren keep calling me stupid say why i never go see doctor earlier. wth ? HAHA ok. and so,i tot it was kinda weird to tok to them when they are standing and im lying down, so i kinda like tried to sit up, den the auntie come and tell me to stay still. so embarrassing lah !
haha
but i gotta thank them for accompanying me. haha !
i tot it would be very painful but it wasnt. haha !!
hmm and also today, weiren bought cheesecake for serene and me to share !
RUM AND RAISIN CHEESECAKE.
AHHHH RAISINSSSSSS
MY FAVE. hahaha ! he brought it from home den keep chasing us to eat it. cos he scared his precious cake will melt. hahaaaa
it was a dam expensive cake lah. for one small slice, that cake cost like 7 plus bucks. haha. but he buy one. so nevermind
hahaaa
ok la. ive been kinda lazy to blog these few days.. haha. so got to update all i can while i still want to. haha
TODAY'S STAT'S CLASS WAS DAMMMMMMMMMMMMM FUN.
hahaaaa
OUR TEACHER IS SOOOOOO FUNNY. NOT BAD NOT BAD. haha.. i shant elaborate more on him. later serene jealous. haha!
alrights, i guess there's nth much to blog about already. so yeps !
cya next time when i feel like blogging again, hahaaa
:D


i just came back from cheer.
duno why i dun feel like bathing YET.
i stink like shit.
thanks to erm, a couple of people, mainly dennis,matthias and evan who were constantly cleaning their sweat on me. eh, thanks ah.
haha
went a bit high during training today. lol. must be aerobics. i was laughing at like every single thing. even when i saw the fly flying while i was flying too, i laughed. haha
and i kept going WHEEEEE~~ today. lol.
must be a good day.
ok.
i think i better go bathe. if not, later my room smell like dennis's pespiration+matthias's pesperation and evan's pesperation and i would not be able to sleep.
cheers people.
ohman, i so do not want to do this. i dun think i'll have enough people to tag to do this haha.but since serene tagged me during i cant rmb which lecture, and said that i must do it, den i bo bian do lor.. haha. alrights. here goes.....

1. Person who tagged you is?
SERENE WONG SHI MIN A.K.A SHIM. haha :p

2. Your relationship with him/her.
hmm... bud bud buddy from sch.

3. Five impressions of HER.
haha ! she's....
wholesome !
lovable !
bubbly !
cuddly ! ( ive never tried it b4 though)
silly !

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.
just know that she's very very influencial. haha !

5. Most memorable thing she had said to you.
OH MY.....DEREK ! haha !!

6. If SHE become your lover, you will?
i've never wondered about THIS before. it'll be dam weird lah. NONO.

7. If she becomes your lover, thing she has to improve on would be?
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

8. If she become your enemy, you will?
hmmm... so far, we've always been playing around lah. nth to be enemies about.


9. What is it you want to tell her now?
i want to slp. :D

10. Your overall impression is?
of serene ah ?
WHOLESOME . HAHAHAA


11. How do you think people around you will feel?
feel abt me ? or her ? heh ?

12. What do you love about yourself?
everything lah. what's there not to love about myself ?

13. What do you hate about yourself?
nothing lah. already love everything, wad else can i hate ? :D

14. The most ideal person you want to be.
myself.

15. For people who love and care for you, say something to them.
I LOVEEEEEEEEE YOU.

16. People to tag:

1)HALEY CHAN !
2)NICOLE TAY !
3)jacinth YEW. haha
4)zinnia CHOO.
5)Vanessa KohKoHKohhhhh
6)CITRAAAAA
7)Sue !
8)Tim
9)Serenaaaa
10)Yvonnnnne

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
hehhhh.. me ? she's my buddy in magnum. wahoooo~~ haha!

18. Is 9 a male or female?
definitely a female.

19. If 8 and 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
hmm.. interesting.haha

20. What is 2 studying about?
oh man, im not sure. but she's in the states. haha. sorry nicole :p

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3?
LAST NIGHT !

22. What kind of music band does 8 like?
ehhhh nice ones will do right tim ?

23. Does 1 have any siblings?
OH COURSE.

24. Will you woo 3?
haha ! no need to woo one lah. so close liao.

25. How about 7?
hm. no la. this one cannot woo. haha !

26. Is 4 single ?
HO ! HO ! HO ! niiiiaaaaa.... haha !
nope.

27. What is the surname of 5?
KOHHHHHH

28. What is a hobby of 10?
haha this one i know. cheering lor. :D

29. Does 5 and 9 get along well?
they've never met :p

30. Where is 2 studying at?
california. :D

31. Talk about something for 1?
HOHOHO HALEY CHANNNNN.
she's the love of my life.haha !

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 8?
nonono... that would be just wrong. haha

33. Where does 9 live?
JURONGGGG

34. What colour does 4 like?
hmmm i duno leh

35. Are 1 and 5 best friends?
no leh. they've never met.

36. Does 6 have any pets?
i dun think so..

37. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
not sexiest lah. but sexy, even though we got no more pacs. haha !

38. What is 10 doing now?
hmm.. i dunooooooo

and dejun, the one on the right from our group WON ! haha ! so we get the group of 5. ansar, the other orange guy was like " walao, not fair one" haha ! so funny lah.

and today, before OBSE lecture, lol, all the funny things seem to be related to OBSE.
weiren went to tabao cheng ting to the lecture hall. den when he tried to pass the cheng ting to serene ( i duno for wad ) IT SPILLED !

lol. wad a mess it was la. in the end, all of us shifted to the row before this. and weiren's bag ended up smelling like chemg ting cos the cheng ting was spilled over it as well. haha !

ohohoh and today, for lunch , we went to market AGAIN. haha.
serene and me wanted to eat the satay beehoon. BUT , we couldnt find the stall and concluded that it was close. haha. so it ended up with me buying the "or jian" and serene buying the carrot cake.
well, halfway while eating, stupid weiren went to come and sit beside me. and started playing with the oysters/cockles that i couldnt finish. i think serene also itchy hand la. and she had to pick up one of the chopstick. but who knew that her fingers would slip and drop the chopstick.

the chopstick seemed to be falling in my direction together with the chilli ( to me la, from the angle i was looking from) and so i screamed. the chopstick DID fall into the chili sauce but it splattered into weiren's eye and this started a debate between weiren and serene and me supporting serene. haha !
so dam funny.
and during our 1 hr break after OBSE, we went to ourspace.
serene and i were so amazed with the blood donation thing that was going on there. we wouldnt mind donating our blood, but we scare pain. haha !
den dejun had to go to some scary website where u practically scare yourself.
i wanted to watch but scared. so watch a bit, siam a bit. lol.
but it was funny lor.

hmm.. serene tagged me to do some funny thing. i shall do it later la
this post too long liao
haha !
oh man!
this week passed so so so so fast !
im like having so so so so much fun with my loving classmates !
haha!!
we went to market to eat lunch on i cannot rmb which day. haha !
i ate chicken rice + vegetables + a plate of chicken + soup for only $ 4.50 !
the rest were so jealous.haha!
but i didnt like the soup. it wasnt real chicken rice soup. it was some weird chicken feet soup. den there was this chicken feet in the soup.
and the guys were playing with it lah !!!
so grosss !!
ew! like picking it up with their chopsticks and playing with it. total gross-ness.
haha
we had to go back to school for lecture after that. and we were debating whether to walk back to sch or take the bus back. but we walked out of the market and just walked back to sch even though most of us wanted to take bus. haha !
its like a cant be bothered thing.
lol
BUT WHO KNEW THAT IT WOULD RAIN HALFWAY WHEN WE WERE WALKING BACK ???
so... we all ran back to sch ! up the hill ! omg. running on that stretch of pavement was already a killer during training. this time, with our barang barang and the rain ?
i gave up halfway. decided to walk already. haha !!
reached the lecture like 30 mins earlier lah. and wad made it worse was that, the lecturer was late.
i think the rain kinda got to me and i slept throughtout the lecture.lol.
ahhh~
ohohoh and !
or our bcomm class on thursday.
it was HILARIOUS.haha !
we were suppose to get into groups, choose a destination we would like to go and like make a ''speech" but just the conclusion part to the class lah. as though we were travel agents and trying to sell the package.
BUT, me and serene werent really listening. and we came up with this out of point idea.
the other groups choose like paris, cos its romantic, blah blah blah. hongkong, to shop blah blah blah. australia to relax and enjoy a slow pace of life blah blah blah.
and wad did we choose.
we choose to go AFRICA for a CIP trip. haha !! we so totally did not know that we were travel agents. haha !!
but luckily dejun, the group presenter did a good job and we even got a " good idea or well done" from our teacher. haha !
not bad sia!!
:p
oh ya. and something i did during lecture when i was bored.

haha ! cool right ??lol. serene took that picture. haha !!

hmm.. now i cant seem to rmb any other cool stuff that happened in school already.

but oh wells,something i ALWAYS do nowadays, after boarding 184 with serene n jono, i would just slp allll the way to sch. haha !

its become a habit. quite fun. sometimes, i would even dream. haha !!

ok. i shall stop blogging now.

im so missing all my friends. cant wait to seeeee you !

DEAREST BABE ,
since you dedicated a post to me in ur blog, i shall do one for u too !!
i tell u , i think we suck.
we're like suppose to meet up nonstop till we get sick of each other. but we are like doing the direct opposite.
i so want to run/jump/skip/hop/fly over to ur hse for slpover again.
i know your timetable sucks. but hang in there ok.
oh man, i duno why but i feel so xin tong for u.
BUT , everything's gonna be fine.
well, u endured The O Level. its just one sem. one sem and your sucky timetable will change.
ahhh. i want to go airport again with you.
oh man. this song just played - Dreaming Of You. ( my itunes is shuffling )
i shall so dedicate this song to you.
hahahaaaaaaaaaaa
lets look forward to the december hols ok.
lets plan something REAL FUN. REAL REAL REAL REAL FUN
ROY CAN JOIN US TOO.
haha !
JIAYOUS.
im always always just a call away.
:D:D:D:D:D
LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS,
i so feel like huggin you now like we did in MI.
OMG THAT WAS DAM FUNNY.
GETTING SCOLDED FOR HUGGING.
HAHAHAAA
something random again.
just ignore me :D

the greater your expectations, the greater you'll fall.
3 families,3 itouches.
this is how business hurts you.
i dont wanna be an adult.
ITS THE 1ST DAY OF SCHOOL.
PEOPLE ARE EXPECTED TO BLOG ABT THEIR 1ST DAY I KNOW.
BUT IM SO NOT GOING TO BLOG ABT IT.
NOT THAT IT WASNT A GOOD DAY, IT WAS A DAM FUN DAY.
BUT I DUN WANNA DO THE EXPECTED NOW
:D haha
i know im lame
oh man.
today has been a boring day. caught up with more onepiece. im loving that anime more and more and more as i watch more and more and more of it
(:
haha.
i want to catch up with my reading as well, but with luffy and gang distracting me, i didnt get to read much.
: /
just typed one whole paragraph. and i deleted it.
its not worth the risk.
i duno where i stand anymore.
its better of not knowing anyway :D
i like it that way better.
i guess the alcohol got to me.
something random.

u know, i was wondering if it's possible for a person not to lie.
at first, i thought it was impossible.
how can a person not lie ?
someone promised you smth or said smth to you. and really meant it.but after sometime, that person broke the promise or went against the words he/she said.
is that still considered a lie ?
i mean, that person did meant what he/she said at that point of time right ?
its just that, after a period of time, he/she changed his mind or things just changed.
am i right ?
our lives are constantly changing.
change is constant in our lives like how X is constant in an equation. lol. i hope X IS constant in an equation.
so i guess, sometimes, when we said someone lied. they may not have lied at all.
things just changed.































i miss my cousins.
i miss my friends.
i miss galistan.
i wonder if they even remember.
well, since i dunfeel like watching anime now (WOW!)
maybe i shd just blog again.
a little reflection. :D

well, its been almost 7 months since i joined NP. almost 6 months since i joined magnum as a cca.
when picking my schools last year, i always hear people say " aiyah poly very slack one la"
well, now that i've experienced it for myself, i beg to differ.
its how u make choices that determines how ''slack'' poly can be for you.
for me, im glad i made the right friends. those who will attend classes and lectures with me. those who will wait at the interchange every morning to take bus to school with me. (:
yes, we've been lazy at times too but, its totally NOT SLACK.
those who says its slack, i duno wad you've been doing. like seriously.

entering poly, i guess it kinda allowed me to see and interact with a variety of people.
being in a girl's school- a christian school, for my whole life up till now, my life's been very sheltered.just saying the F word would be like "WAHHHH"
haha.
now ? im hearing it more den ten times everyday !
its not just the vulgarities and guys that changed.
i never learnt how to interact with teachers or rather authority so freely, as though they were your friends. we never did that in st.margs before.teachers would always be teachers, students be students.
hm.

ok. im getting a lil lazy already. i shall reflect on another day.
haha !!!
kinda tired.
things are changing already








today is the 3rd of october.
and its quite a day.
haha !
babe flew off to hongkong WITHOUT MWEEE today ))):
ohwells. my parents din allow me to go. )):
well, looking at the brighter side,





















today is UNCLE NEIGHBOUR'S birthday !
today is LENNY'S birthday !
today is JIAWEI'S birthday !
today is BENJAMIN'S birthday !

haha ! so many ppl's bday. so cool lah.
went to celebrate with ben after i got my tryouts results. :D
dam fun lah.
met with kang
den go ben's hse play,
den go pinghui's house play even more.
haha !

today, i also went SHOPPING with serene !
not bad leh. quite fruitful.
haha !
but i shd stop spending so much.
i think i've spent a lot this week.
oh man. there goes my goal of saving up $***
haha !
i shall not disclose the amt though :p

today, i also got back my tryouts results !
kinda unexpected.
oh yea.
citra gave me a flower !!
so cool la.. i was carrying the flower around from plaza to ben's hse to pinghui's house.
haha !!
ok. i should go unpack my bag.
cya !!
AHHHHHHHHHH ~~
yesterday's training was VRAVRAVROOOOOOOMM
haha !
not a lot of ppl came. but we still managed to learn new stunts ! and guess wad we did !
BASKETTOSS BACK TUCK !
well, we were asked to warm up our straight toss 1st. and being the uber retarded me, on my 1st toss, i almost went to do a pike. haha !
oops :p
yea. but somehow, yesterday, i couldnt get my straight toss right. : /
but i got to really salute the bases la !
there were only 4 bases plus jen in my group.
2 guy bases and 2 female bases. so the guys had to do like a lot of work cos always cant get my straight toss right. ):
hm.
i was like being abused and tortured during training yesterday lah. by lenny and jen. : /
firstly, cos i couldnt get my straight toss, i duno why but jen went to hit my head like a few times. and he hit quite hard ok.
den he asked me to lock like i was on trophy and suddenly carried me over his shoulders.like "woh" suddenly i was looking at the ground kinda thing.
and a second time,he again, suddenly carried me till i was like parallel to the ground. scary sia.
den during the prac for btoss pike on the ground,( i think this is the funniest) lenny push me to reached my toes so fast, and den pulled me back again so that im lying on the ground so fast again that i din really know wad i was doing. lol. it was like " WOH! "
den during the practice for backtuck on the ground cos i couldnt backtuck over and the reason for not going over was my but, lenny went to hit my butt. wah it was sooooo loud la !
the "piak" sound. haha !!
but during the actual thing, which i did 3 times, the 1st btoss backtuck was a dam slow one. and i gotta say sorry to my bases. cos i caused them to fall to the ground. :p
2nd one was dam fast. cos everyone told me to turn and tuck sharper. and so i did. and 'WAH'
i just tuck ! haha .this time, i craddle quited hard. but i think the bases din fall. haha !!
3rd one. 3rd one. i could feel the pressure for me to do as well as the 2nd time. all i was thinking was sharp sharp sharp that i kinda forget to ride. :p so im lucky i got uber power bases to still send me flying high enough to backtuck :D. in the end, it wasnt as good la but still quite ok.
:D
hm. after we did btoss backtuck, we learnt toss to hands !
but i was grouped with the girls as usual :D:D:D
and we did the assisted toss to hands. not bad le. they can do lor. :D
and and and serena is dam zai ! she can toss me leh !!!!!
i must go learn how to toss tooooooo :D:D haha !

hm. yvonne fell during her 1st try on btoss backtuck during yesterday's training. she fell quite badly despite the bases who went there to cushion her fall. im hoping that she will get well like REALREALREALREAL soon. i think she'll have a phobia for btoss now. but we all know that she's strong. :D she's so bubbly. haha ! i can just imagine her smiley face now la !
oh man. let her get well sooooon !
jiayou yvonne ! :D:D:D
YOU ARE not worthy of my time.

you must be wondering wad's with the vase now .haha !

OMG. i feel so silly !
today went to play badminton with my classmates.
wahoooo wad a day it was. i was so high playing badminton that i kept making noise.
dejun even said, every ball i hit, i make noise. haha ! but isnt that wad FUN IS ALL ABOUT ?
hahahaaa
and i kinda subconsciously remembered the times when i used to play badminton with peter and bel that i went to sms them !!
ohman.
how great were the times when me and bel were bullied by stupid peter.
how we used to play badminton until the skin on our sole peels off cos we play barefooted.
how we always hit the shuttlecock across to their house and having to get bel or peter to climb across the fence to get the shuttlecocks back.
oh man. i just miss those days sososososoooo much.
when we jump in the carpet grass after the rain
when we compete cartwheeling, see who can do more and faster at a go.
when we play retarded football and scream our lungs out
when we spray water using the hose from our house.
and when we can just stay at the swing and tok and tok and tok until our parents chase us home.
HAHA !
i must try to keep in contact with em. very long nvr see them le. must go visit auntie and uncle too !! i miss em soooo much !
haha !

oh ya ! went to meet my DARLING babe today ! to pass her, her card.
made with love lotsa loveeeeeee by me !
haha !
she gave me a mouth of her rum raisin icecream !
i cant wait to see her again ! haha !!!
cya soooon babe !